How much longer?

They say that time heals all wounds. They never really say how much time exactly. We were together for almost 12 years. For the most part, it was a happy relationship. It ended so abruptly.

So, is it one week for each year? One month for each year? Perhaps one week for each crappy year, and one month for each of the happy years. If that's the case, then I would calculate about 11 months, 1 week.

That's a bloody long time, that can't be right.

It's now been about 6 weeks and it sometimes feels like it happened only hours ago. So, how much longer I ask? If only I knew, I could then start the countdown to my happiness.

Time heals all wounds. But really, how MUCH time?

Someone please help me. The pain sometimes is unbearable.